Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ♥
it was 4 in the morning but
me and tina just couldn't stop dissing people's blog
me and tina just couldn't stop dissing people's blog
ha ha! 7 more days baby.
Saturday, October 31, 2009 ♥
my friend and i
SHIQUAN says:
what's with justin bieber
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
idk? hahaah everybody talking abt him
SHIQUAN says:
he sing like shit la
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
me plus you!
SHIQUAN says:
one time
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
me plus you!
SHIQUAN says:
one time
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
SHIQUAN says:
i go fuck u
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
okay ah can!
SHIQUAN says:
like damn lame la
SHIQUAN says:
One time
SHIQUAN says:
what's with justin bieber
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
idk? hahaah everybody talking abt him
SHIQUAN says:
he sing like shit la
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
me plus you!
SHIQUAN says:
one time
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
me plus you!
SHIQUAN says:
one time
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
SHIQUAN says:
i go fuck u
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
okay ah can!
SHIQUAN says:
like damn lame la
SHIQUAN says:
One time
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 ♥
having the worst flu ever
and i was being such a smart ass by having coke light and ice cream
:(((((((((
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ♥
i'm so looking forward to
partying, wakeboarding, movie marathons,
sleepovers, skating, running, cam whoring, sleeping, skating
and not studying!!
sleepovers, skating, running, cam whoring, sleeping, skating
and not studying!!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 ♥
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upon reaching home i sent Shah a text message
Me: oi my scarf!
Shah: where?
Me: oh its on my head
Shah: wth
sorry la, i need a mirror to remind me. heeeeheeeee.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 ♥
this time baby,
i'll be bulletproof
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 ♥
after months of not reading a proper novel,
i was this close to starting my essay assginment with
"one fine day..."
Thursday, October 8, 2009 ♥
if shoes could talk they'll probably be asking
"why you so obsessed with me?"
Thursday, October 1, 2009 ♥
sometimes i'm afraid my life will screw me up
so i screw them instead
Friday, September 25, 2009 ♥
i still can't get over it
i miss you so much
i just want to see you again for the last time
Sunday, September 20, 2009 ♥
you always have that crazy look in your eyes
the way you make me feel
Saturday, September 19, 2009 ♥
thanks for the stuff you bought for me today Yasser
i LOVE it
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ♥
everyone leaves the world eventually
you're my angel from up above
i miss you so much
Thursday, September 10, 2009 ♥
" im not weird. just felt like saying this.
i realize that you are one of the
few friends whom i really treasure.
you just know it when im not in the best of mood.
you do all sorts of retareded things just to make me smile.
thank you so very much.
LOVE,pristina(: "
i got this at 2:10 in the morning.
i should thank you instead for being there for me
when im in the worst situation ive ever been in
just by sending me that one text really touches my heart.
we'll be bff
and i'm sure that there's more to come for us
xxx
Monday, September 7, 2009 ♥
i've got two fucking ulcers in my mouth
and it stings like a bitch
and it stings like a bitch
Saturday, September 5, 2009 ♥
oh my god la
i haven't slept for nearly twenty four hours
and i've another long day tomorrow
Friday, September 4, 2009 ♥
am done with prelims. just waiting for O's to be over and done with. school been really shitty now. feels as if i have to drag myself everyday to school for the sake of attendance. sometimes i really don't feel as if i learn anything in school. fuck it,I'm supposed to be talking about my day today.
had pure geography for the last paper and there was only eighteen of us in the hall i guess? yeah so i could really concentrate on what i was writing. though I'm not too sure if i had done well. went for art immediately after and had Mr Amin to print for me some pictures. it did turn out well but boy,he took such a long time. left for home after that and um.. went out again to break-fast with me sisters and mom. my second sister is currently working at novena so i thought I'd break-fast with her but i thought why not ask mom along so i won't have to pay for anything. ha ha.
and I'm planning to do something with the dress i wore just now. its the first time i wore it just now. bought it last year at Fourteen and.. i thought of selling it. ha ha ha. okay okay! maybe alter it or something cause it keeps on slipping and it didn't help that i wore the wrong bra. blame mom for making me rush. so had dinner at Magic Wok and i was so full i could die. my first sister came as well to join us and my second had to go off as she had only an hour to eat. and the waiter indirectly asked for mom's email address so he could add her on Facebook. say what??? ha ha. yeah so that's about dinner.
and oh my god, the three of us (mom, first sis, me) were snapping some pictures outside the Magic Wok when an Indian guy passed by. three times to be exact. at first i thought nothing of it. my sister thought he wanted to offer to help us take a picture but he didn't so we made our way to the train station. wtf, he actually followed us. thank god i had my sister and my mom with me. seems like my mom has a secret admirer.
i knew he was still behind us and i told my sis hey,let's take a picture here. so we stopped and there's nothing He could do but keep walking right? and then i was pretending to take pictures right, fuck he actually turned back and he had the cheek to ask my mom 'where are you from?' fuck seriously do we look like a tourist? (well, maybe yeah. we were taking pictures at the roadside) he he he he he. what do you expect? there's someone following us sia. anyway, my mom said we're local. how gundu. my initial answer was um..hell? but i didn't dare say a word cause i thought he was drunk. and he asked again, 'can i get to know you guys?' girls you mean? at that point of time my sis was getting ready to 'take our picture' and i was like..
"yeah,how 'bout no?" and i posed for the camera. badass! i swear he's a fucking loser like go away dude. ha ha ha ha.
"yeah,how 'bout no?" and i posed for the camera. badass! i swear he's a fucking loser like go away dude. ha ha ha ha.
so I'm home now safe and sound. and did i mention i stopped by at the hungry ghost festival little concert thingy. there's one behind my block and i actually stopped to see what's the noise that i hear every single night. you should have seen the reaction on some of the aunties/uncles faces. they were like "what the fuck is she doing here?" no i didn't sit down at the first row la but i was in the Chinese crowd. and i was just like hey...sup? where's the stripper? he he he. okay I'm done bitches. see you when i see you. muah.
love,Nurul.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ♥
sometimes i don't know why i treat Yasser so badly
but i'm so loving it!
hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe
its the best way to relieve my stress
love you bub
Sunday, August 30, 2009 ♥
four days till end of prelims and art o level sumission
six days till one week break
four weeks till o levels (right?)
four hours till i go for a run
four hours plus till i break fast
and a few minutes till i go bonkers
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ♥
the rest of Shah's 16th pictures will be on Facebook
the video will be on Youtube
it was the best ever
nights.
Saturday, August 22, 2009 ♥
honey i want our first dance
to be just like that
:))))))))))
♥
i'm just a dreamer
who dreams of better days
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ♥
The difference between school and life?
In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test.
In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ♥
i wanna see Yasser's rugby game next week
and i can't freaking wait!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ♥
IN YOUR FACE!
talk to you later bitches
Monday, August 10, 2009 ♥
my sister bought the heels i was dying to get from Aldo
ain't that great having a sister around
i'm sex-cited
:)))))))))))))
Saturday, August 8, 2009 ♥
Bach have fun working tomorrow
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha love ya!
Friday, August 7, 2009 ♥
i miss my bedok town boys
and the girls too!
send me a picture please!
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((
(picture by TTZ)
♥
we're plastic but we still have fun
right girls?
MUAH!
Thursday, August 6, 2009 ♥
bitch you're going down
i know what you said
don't pretend, i'm talking to you
♥
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my boyfriend talks to his pet hamster
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ♥
I don’t know why every time Sara says
Pure Geog it sounds like blowjob
Pure Geog it sounds like blowjob
Saturday, August 1, 2009 ♥
tired
just so fucking tired
Friday, July 31, 2009 ♥
glad she's so much better now
i promised to
dye her hair black and cook for her
get well soon, Grandma
i love you
Thursday, July 30, 2009 ♥
%5B1%5D)
dear Yasser,
you're the biggest bitch I've ever met in my life
you're the biggest bitch I've ever met in my life
you nag at me, you scold me and you motivate me
but it doesn't matter to me because you're the only one who lets me
burp at your hand, bite your shoulders and slap your face
although you're not the most romantic person on earth
although you're not the most romantic person on earth
you're romantic in your own ways such as
frantically searching for the close button in the lift
when you see me coming
and opening the restaurant door and entering
before i even step in
you don't hug me in public cause you know i don't like public affection
you don't hug me in public cause you know i don't like public affection
but you take every opportunity to kiss me on the forehead
or grab my butt
and i want you to know that i believe you every time you say
"yang you've got nice ass"
despite the fact that you lack vocabs to use
despite the fact that you lack vocabs to use
you make use of those that you know on me
like "cheebye ah you"
you refuse to spend your money on me now because I've sucked you dry
on things that i love like clothes and shoes and nail polish
i totally get it
i love it when you plan for us to get married even though you know that
I'm not gonna marry you cause i don't want my babies to look like you
and i love it when you get so angry and god that turns me on
you're so sexy when you're angry and when i smile,
you know deep in my heart
I'm dying to see our future and what's gonna come next
i do love you although i don't say it to you
cause there's this ego side of me that you know very well and its not easy for me to say it
so when i say it you better believe it and trust what i said
cause i do find your friends cute and drop dead gorgeous
i hate it when you talk about that slutty kayak girl from your school
I'll punch her face if i see her and i want you to know that you're mine
I'll punch her face if i see her and i want you to know that you're mine
and mine only!
i love you when you get paid
i love you hit the gym to build that body of yours
i love you when you wear the black shirt with the gold words
and
i love you even if you have $10.90 in your wallet
yours truly,
strawberry xx
♥
i miss smelly i miss smelly i miss smelly i miss smelly
he's gonna skip the stupid lecture to meet me later
yayyyyyyy
i'll blog like i used to when i'm done with O's okay
muah.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ♥
its sad to see things that are happening around me
ive no idea what to do
remain strong and face it
or i should be oblivious to everything that's happening
cause my sister said that
things that happen could either make you or break you
i had good news and bad news today
and i dont know how to react
life's depressing for me
now.
Saturday, July 25, 2009 ♥
what a women really wants ♥
i think that food poisoning is the worst thing that ever happened to me
Thursday, July 23, 2009 ♥
i believe that adults behave like children too
only a lot worse
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 ♥
why does every moment have to be so hard?
Sunday, July 19, 2009 ♥
i'm strong and i shall remain strong
for i am Nurul
Saturday, July 18, 2009 ♥
i'm head over heels for heels
Friday, July 17, 2009 ♥
"It's so easy for me to make enemies any more it's sickening
People are lookin for an excuse to jump on my shitlist
Stickin their noses in shit that isn't none of their business
I never asked, cared, gave a fuck, or wanted opinions
Now I'm in the position that, I don't wanna be in - shit"
-eminem-girls
Thursday, July 16, 2009 ♥
i so wanna get my long hair back minus the split ends
and I'm the biggest gundu you'll ever meet
and I'm the biggest gundu you'll ever meet
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ♥
pimples are stupid i swear they are
Sunday, July 12, 2009 ♥
the biggest mistake i ever made was to let you walk into my life
and let you leave just like that
Friday, July 10, 2009 ♥
Mr A. is shit and thanks to him i swear to god i can't be bothered with art anymore
thanks a-hole
Thursday, July 9, 2009 ♥
if music be the food of love, play on
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 ♥
meeting Yasser in twenty but i've yet to pack my stuff get changed and figure out what to wear
and i'm still blogging
he's so gonna kill me when he reads this
Sunday, July 5, 2009 ♥
i had fun with mum today and i finally got a new toy
shall be at the airport tomorrow to send Uncle John, Katherine, Suzie and lil Rebecca off
pictures soon okay
for the mean time Yasser, be jealous!
muah.
Friday, July 3, 2009 ♥
study school revise homework lines study school again homework revise study maths school study more homework more revsion
study school revise revise school again
am i making any sense here?
i have no bloody idea
Thursday, July 2, 2009 ♥
looks can be deceiving
very deceiving
♥
laughter is God's sunshine
but it was dark and raining so heavily today
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ♥
happy monthsary sorry i lost track
i love you and get well soon smelly
♥
it sucks when you can't find your stuff when you want to use it
and then you realised that you had lent it to your friend decades ago
Monday, June 29, 2009 ♥
lesson learnt
rule number one
i will never ever mess around with my own hair
never
Sunday, June 28, 2009 ♥
seven hours till i continue my race
to reach the finishing line to Olevels
yet again
Saturday, June 27, 2009 ♥
i cooked dinner
and it wasn't disgusting
damn right i'm proud of myself
Friday, June 26, 2009 ♥
sometimes i don't see the point giving advice
my words seem to fall on deaf ears
even friends sometimes can just pretend they don't know you
not going to push you anymore
cause you're old enough to think
no more motivation from me to you
ever
♥
rest in peace Michael Jackson
p/s: i didn't know he had convert to islam
and changed his name to Mikaeel
al-fatehah
♥
i'm not a morning person
you should know that
damn well by now Yasser
don't call unless its after twelve
muah .
♥
i smell SALE all over
Yasser start saving now
cause you owe me a shopping spree
Tina, i know you want me
Thursday, June 25, 2009 ♥
i could hear something growling
and its coming from my wardobe
i need clothes to feed it
♥
stupid bitch with an
ugly boyfriend
you guys go perfectly well together
right Tina Cute?
HA HA HA HA
♥
17 days till July 12th
HONEY GET ME SOME
i'm the happpiest girl on earth
♥
i need more money
i always do
damn it ez-link card
thank god my boobs are naturally stuck to me
if not i would have lost them too
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ♥
i'll kill my neighbour to make you mine
i swear
please money come money come
Monday, June 22, 2009 ♥
i'm so fucked la
haven't been doing some hardcore revision
and all i'm thinking of is
Perth,Bali,Guess bag,LG Arena
be mine soon please babies
12TH JULY PLEASE COME FASTER
fuck, my art needs some work to be done
and that moron is back
you know who i'm talking about
i swear i'll kick his fucking ass if i catch him!
anyways,
mum's birthday celebration at Costa Sands was awesome
pictures soooooneh
Labels: new phone
Friday, June 19, 2009 ♥
i rEaLLy Dun GeT it WhY pPLe mUz WriTe LYk ThiSh On TheiR TagGeD AccOuNt
And NaME TheMsheELveS ![**AdEQ_DeQyL#]!
oR eBeN BetteR LoLLiPoP BbY~~~
And NaME TheMsheELveS ![**AdEQ_DeQyL#]!
oR eBeN BetteR LoLLiPoP BbY~~~
HaHaHAzzzzz CaN YoU beLiEvE iT If I caLL mySelYF
!!!*NuRuL Ur DaDDy'sHotStuFf!
@nDD poSt HalFnaKed PicTureSSS oF mySelf oN tHe neT foR eVryOnE To PRaIsE
Or EveN BettER, I PosE wiTh CheaPP BraS LykE The 3 FOR $10
god, i can't believe these kind of people still exists.
i miss yasser already and i still haven't figure out
what to wear tomorrow.
Or EveN BettER, I PosE wiTh CheaPP BraS LykE The 3 FOR $10
god, i can't believe these kind of people still exists.
i miss yasser already and i still haven't figure out
what to wear tomorrow.
♥
GAME ON BITCHES.
DON'T STOP TILL I SAY SO.
okay i'm really really pissed off right now. the fact i lost my ez-link (again) and the fact that there's this bitch no wait, doesn't sound right, COW on facebook made a comment about me. no, i didn't add her. i made a comment on one of my teacher's picture about his son. he made a photo album tittled, aiman ready for school (like real) and so one of the picture was a candid shot and his son was pouting. and so i commented
"Nurul Atiqah M at 12:20am June 10
he doesnt seem to look too happy about it!"
and that COW replied me. yes, and i don't even know who the fuck she is.
"*** COW at 8:38pm June 19
oh wat a comment! Nurul Atiqah have a bit rude comment! his my cute nephew!"
DON'T STOP TILL I SAY SO.
okay i'm really really pissed off right now. the fact i lost my ez-link (again) and the fact that there's this bitch no wait, doesn't sound right, COW on facebook made a comment about me. no, i didn't add her. i made a comment on one of my teacher's picture about his son. he made a photo album tittled, aiman ready for school (like real) and so one of the picture was a candid shot and his son was pouting. and so i commented
"Nurul Atiqah M at 12:20am June 10
he doesnt seem to look too happy about it!"
and that COW replied me. yes, and i don't even know who the fuck she is.
"*** COW at 8:38pm June 19
oh wat a comment! Nurul Atiqah have a bit rude comment! his my cute nephew!"
and it got me thinking and wondering. which part of that motherfucking sentence sounds rude to you, you little piece of shit? did i even mention that his son wasn't cute at all? wait she obviously doesn't speak nor understand english that good. cause as you can see she said "have a bit rude comment" hmmmm, "have a bit rude" doesn't sound gramtically correct to me. oh and did i mention. i clicked on her profile and she only had 17 friends for fucks sake.
so here's some tip for you "girlfriend"
so here's some tip for you "girlfriend"
1. either get more of your little friends to join facebook instead of friendster and back you up or you can shut that filthy trap of yours.
2. learn how to speak english. if not good,at least learn your grammar. because if not i not understand what you talk then difficult la, how?
2. learn how to speak english. if not good,at least learn your grammar. because if not i not understand what you talk then difficult la, how?
3. since you don't understand what i'm trying to say(although its in simple english) i suggest you read baby books to let you understand better.
4. i don't know you neither do you know me so its best to shut that piehole of yours and don't put my name in your comment. cause you're in for some serious bitching,missy.
what sets me off was the fact that she put my name there as if i know her or something. god if it wasn't my form teacher i would have seriously give you some good words that you could understand. oh yeah and i replied the COW this,
" Nurul Atiqah M at 12:05am June 20
WHICH PART OF THE SENTENCE SOUNDS RUDE TO YOU **** COW?"
and yes, that was all i wanted to say. i'm done for now. bye bitches.
p/s:names have been changed to protect the identities of the little piece of shit. awwwww~
what sets me off was the fact that she put my name there as if i know her or something. god if it wasn't my form teacher i would have seriously give you some good words that you could understand. oh yeah and i replied the COW this,
" Nurul Atiqah M at 12:05am June 20
WHICH PART OF THE SENTENCE SOUNDS RUDE TO YOU **** COW?"
and yes, that was all i wanted to say. i'm done for now. bye bitches.
p/s:names have been changed to protect the identities of the little piece of shit. awwwww~
Thursday, June 18, 2009 ♥
i saw today's newspapersa beast threw a baby in a plastic bag
a freaking plastic bag
you're not freaking human
more pictures of my service learning for 4EC to be uploaded soon
~~~~emily!!!!!!!!!!! ha ha. inside joke.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ♥
if there's one thing that i'm afraid of is being electrocuted
i was charging the laptop
and i can't push the off button
and i wanted to just pull it off like that
but it won't come out
i tried asking dad for help
cause i didn't want to die being electrocuted
me: ba, help me pull it out. please.
dad: just pull la!
me: but i'm still too young!!
thank god Lv came to the rescue.
and she's sleeping over tonight!
♥
AND FINALLY ITS...
♥
can you believe i didn't buy anything in KL?
okay just one pathetic ring which cost me only 10RM
hah.
what the hell happened to me?
Yasser must be so proud of me.
♥
lv's signature pose
mariya made such a mess. god,mariya!
hard laughs and pizza.
words can't describe how much i love
pizzas and those four wacky ones
i don't mind eating pizza for the rest of my life now
halfway my camera died on me
since my camera phone sucks big time
it explains the quality of the pictures
damn it new phone, come to mama!
p/s: i'm still deciding what phone to get. ha ha!
♥
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for one more day, please?
Friday, June 12, 2009 ♥
my new toy
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ♥
tagged from phizie :)
Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
-ass. ha ha ha. erm forehead?
How do you feel when you wake up this morning ?
-sleepy,still!
Who was the last person you took photo with ?
-Tina the camwhorer
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
-sometimes? ha ha!
Would you ever donate blood ?
-yes if there's something that could put me to sleep :)
Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
-yes.
Do you want someone dead ?
YES PLEASE THAT GUY YOU KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT.
What does the last message say ?
-stamp. k shut up. i eating. (to Yasser)
What are you thinking right now ?
-if that guy is dead yet
Do you wish someone with you right now ?
-ohhhh yes yes yes
What time you went to bed last night ?
1 plus in the morning
Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now ?
-cotton on
Is someone in your mind ?
-MATT BANAHAN (start google-ing him)
Who was the last person who texted you ?
-Yasser. the first and the last.
10 people to do this quiz.
1:Lv
2:Tina
3:Hajar
4:Farhi
5:Mariya
6:Wei song
7:Zata
8: Charis
9:Seri
10: Sis
Who is number 2 having relationship with?
-Me
Is 3 female or male ?
-Female.
If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing ?
-wtf no?
What is 1 studying about?
-everything that has got to do with O's
When was the last time you chat with 5 ?
-two hours ago
Is 4 Single ?
HA HA HA FOREVER WILL BE
Say something about 2 ?
-laughs a little too loud which makes me wants to laugh louder
What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ?
-ha ha ha CUTE!
Describe 9 .
-primary school friend who's a little too tall and way too pretty to be your girl next door
-What will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
-break the fight before they break eachh other's neck of course!
Do you like 8 ?
-no. i love her!!!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 ♥
i'm scared now.
i hate the feeling though.
something needs to be done quickly
i don't like sharing what happened but
i just want my close friends to know
i need company 24/7 now
i hate to sound selfish but i need you guys
i really do.
cause i can't bear the thought of staying home alone
bach i know i shouldn't think about it
i'm trying hard not to
i hope that guy will get caught- fucking soon
and wei song, i'll tell my dad soon about the thing.
thanks so much.
for now, i'll try NOT to think about it.
on another note,
i'm happy for you Yasser!
muah!
Friday, June 5, 2009 ♥
Yasser.
I'm sorry for everything I've said and done to you. for raising my voice in public, for hanging up the phone on you, for not answering your calls, for not replying your text messages when we have at each other. you deserved none of that. you treated me like a princess but in fact i was being such a spoilt brat a rotten one. i always made you spend on me unnecessarily. stuff like clothes, accessories, food and drinks, mani/pedicures. stuff that i didn't really need,but want. still, you tried your best to get those for me and made me happy. you gave it all. all i had to do was just say thank you. well, i did but i guess i should have done more to show that i really treasure those little things you bought for me. like,being nicer towards you.
i know you're different from the moment we talked,under my void deck two years ago. i felt so comfortable around you. i knew i wasn't naive when i trusted you. i know it sounds silly but i felt like you were meant for me. you,always the patient one listening to all my complaints, ranting, cursing, lame jokes, everything. and you never once shouted back at me like how i always do. and i'm amazed. until now, i'm still asking myself, do i really deserve you? i don't think so. you kept reassuring me that i do but i feel like you're too good for me. almost too good to be true. unlike most of the guys out there, you treated me like a lady. sometimes,due to certain adversity you remained positive to certain issues that i was facing even when i was screaming in your face telling you that you didn't understand. you're such a gentleman.
endless conversations with you is the greatest thing i could ever ask for. i hate time.i hate the fact that every second we spend together will one day be a memory for us. i hate the fact that you are so smart and know every answer to my scientific/mathematical questions or your ingenious ideas to some of my (stupid) questions. i hate the fact that maybe,one day your unconditional love for me will be to someone else's and I'd prefer to call that person a bitch. we or maybe i may be too young to be in a serious,serious relationship but you proved to me that you are the most apt person that I'll ever fall in love with. your exceptional feelings for me despite when i was being such a pain in the asshole you didn't retaliate. not once,and for that i feel inferior towards you.
don't you think that everything i going too fast for us to handle? or is it only me. I'm sorry if O levels is being such a bitch but you've gone through it before and I'm sure you understand. I'm not blaming it on O levels it's just me. I'm afraid to lose you /us. sometimes its your explicitness makes me go crazy and it really makes feel like i want to kill you. but i know if i did, i would never (at least for now) find another guy who is just as sweet yet cocky at the same time like you. i enjoyed myself at the Padang just sitting and talking to you. its been a really long time since we really talked. as days goes by i realise myself depending more and more on you. i hate to say this but i think I'm in love and i don't want that feeling to go away,ever. i love you and i need you. be mine always,bach.
xo,your (hingos) girlfriend.
no.
nothing bad happened.
i just wanted to express myself and i just wanna say that he's amazing.
really.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ♥
i feel like everything that happened was my fault
i'm nothing but a disappointment to you
fucking screwed up your marriage and made me live this misrable life
and to you too. you know i'm talking to you.
yes,you and you.
♥
Bach if i were to make dreadlocks,
would you still date me?
cause Hajar said that i'll look like mondok
ha ha ha!
okay i have this burning desire to do that after my O's
i have a lot of things i wanna do after O's loh.
e.g acrylic nails.
heh. Bach, i put you on stand-by mode first okay?
this bugger asked me to wake him up but
i've called him countless times and he's still not answering!
♥
they're AWESOME!!
I watched it like twenty times already.
the expression of the judges are priceless!
oh and the kid with the big hair is so cute!
Friday, May 29, 2009 ♥
TWO MORE DAYS TO....
MT O LEVELS!
GOODLUCK PEOPLE. ;)
"Farhan Afiq says:
With my
1 Heart.
2 eyes.
5 liter blood.
206 bones.
1.2 million Red Cells.
60 trillion D.N.A.'s.
I wish u "All the very best of LUCK"..."
I KNOW I CAN. GOODLUCK NURUL. I LOVE YOU.
Thursday, May 28, 2009 ♥
charis.
i know i'm not the perfect friend that everyone would want to have. i'm sorry for all the things i've said and done to you. i could never believe that i said some nasty things to you. like how i never wanted you as a friend. or how i always thought that you were so sensitive. i never thought how much those words could hurt you. although this was last year, i could still remember what happened. and i could also remember when i couldn't attend your birthday party. yet you came to mine, and i was thankful for that. every time when we fight i'm always the one who started it. and you'll always be the one to settle it. i may seem childish to you but i'm grateful that you're around. and when i don't call you or text you, i just wanna let you know that i think of you. i really do. i don't know but i think its just the distance. i'm so proud to have a best friend who's so musically inclicned and talented. i hope we're still the best of friends no matter where we're at.
seri.
you were there for me in primary school when shit came my way. you were always there to lend a helping hand. i remember taking the same bus with you everyday after school. i remembered when we promised to each other that we would never change even when we're in secondary school. and it seems that we're the only two that somehow remained unchanged. and so did our friendship. it never soured despite the distance or the different school that i was in. i never got to tell you how sorry i was when i always forget your birthday. and i did it again this year. i'm so sorry i'm always bad at remembering birthdays. again, you were there at my party and i was so blessed to see two of my best girlfriends ever at my 16th party. i hope that we'll still be together now that secondary school is coming to an end. friendship is one thing that i don't wanna lose especially when i met you.
tina.it was only last year that we got so close to each other but it seems like we've known each other since forever. i never regretted knowing you and i'm so glad to have a girlfriend like you who's such a devout christian. you understand how i feel and you helped me a lot in my chemistry cause you know that i suck big time at it and that you didn't mind me asking you questions in class during lessons. i really appreciate the help you had given me. i love the laughters we shared together. we laugh at everything and anything. you're very reasonable and come to think of it, it makes no sense if we were ever to fight with each other. no matter what happens i know that we had the greatest friend relationship of all time.
hajar.
i don't know how the hell i even got close to you until that i don't wanna lose you. we're like a bitch match made in heaven. you're the strongest chick i ever met in my life. i'm glad i found you although we didn't start off as well. time went on so fast that everything that happens around us is too fast for us to appreciate each other. but i don't wanna lose you before getting close to you. when we met to do art at Northpoint Macdonalds from 4 am in the morning till 9 am the next morning, i knew we had something in common, to excel in our studies. everyday seems like an adventure for me cause you will always have something new to tell me. in another words something to bitch about. thank god i found you.
Monday, May 25, 2009 ♥
"and i hate how much i love you boy"
Yasser
I'm so sad
am i not good enough for you?
you always make me sad without realising it
i don't like you because
you didn't buy for me
LONG JOHN SILVER'S FRIES!
anyway, i met Bach just now after i realised that i didn't bring my house keys(yet again). Lv came to accompany me just outside my house. i refused to sit at the void deck because i don't want to be labelled as one of 'them' if you get what i mean. so yeah, she accompanied me until dad passed me the house keys and left to send his friend home.
finally got my hair cut. i was being such a drama mama at the saloon. i was like eh i don't wanna cut my hair already. ha ha and Bach didn't even cut botak okay. something close though. my hair is at shoulder length and i miss my long hair. i miss playing with it and somehow I'd rather have split ends than short hair! alright shut up cause what's done is done and my hair is not gonna come back for a very very long time. i miss you hair. ): I'm so sorry but i have to do it. promise me you'll grow faster okay? see, there i go again.
Bach kept assuring me that i look better with my hair like this. because if not you going to have to pay for my extension right! ha ha! mum was there with us. went to expo after that. we didn't know there was only Crocs sale and we went there. too bad we weren't a big fan of crocs and we so wasted time there. but it was nice going there. for once, without the crowd. pictures with mum. i'll upload soon.
anyway, Bach chipped his front tooth today at gym. how kental is that! he was training his bicep and i think he carried a little too heavy and he brought it up with so much force that it hit his front tooth. thank god it didn't hit his lips as well if not his lips would have been so vogue now. not only did Bach chip his tooth, he got himself a new nickname apart from the rest e.g Bacen, Botak(soon), Boncet(no more six packs), and Bogay!!
xoxo, strawberry.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 ♥
me and bach we planning to cut our hair
this Sunday
i hope that day never comes
choi ah!
he wants to cut it botak
so not gonna walk beside him
i love you hair
ya ya ya i'm gonna cut it Lv you bitch
and i promise its gonna be short
but not too short
i'd die if i were to live with ugly hair
i told bach if its ugly i'm gonna go for extension
ha ha ha
till then! jeng jeng jeng.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ♥
this time you have really gone too far
i'm sick of it
i'm sick of everything
guess i'm just not good enough for you
i never was
and you were too good for me
you never shouted at me
you never hung up on me
even when your friend wrote nasty things on my tagboard
you never punched his face
like how i had hoped for
although i tried my best to be nice to you
you were always too blur
and its always my fault for being mean to you
but never yours, to pay enough attention
i wasn't always there for you
i guess
i was always out with some others which you
soon became not too happy about
why?
which part of when i said i didn't mind you with
other girls did you not understand?
so its my fault now for not keeping a distance?
sometimes i feel like i'm my only friend
haven't i been the cheerful one
always telling you jokes
to cheer you up
even if that doesn't help but still,
i feel so unappreciated
i don't want flowers
i don't want long text messages
i don't you to tell me how sorry you are
i don't feel like talking things out like we usually do
i don't want tears to stream down my face
ever because of you
cause i know i still have me.
so what now Yasser?
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ♥
went for dinner with Tina at compang
and headed to pasar malam after that
tina played a game of darts
which costs three bloody dollars which i can't believe she paid for
the auntie was sucha bitch eh babe.
ha ha ha
and she got a pathetic Cars key chain which she gave me
of course
and we made key chains for ourselves
felt like we just finished our o levels
still got geog and science tomorrow
and no school on Thursday
yupideedooo
♥
dear hair,
why must you be so irritating at times?
i hate it when you get so frizzy and dry after school
and so itchy and oily when i get back home
am i not good enough by shampooing you every morning
and washing you again when i get back from school?
you always get me into trouble for not tying you up
and you distract me alot
by looking for split ends in class
and cutting the ones that are frizzy at the bottom
i'm telling you!
behave or i will cut all of you OFF!
Monday, May 18, 2009 ♥
SHIQUAN :
what shld i call my band
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
for my love, nurul
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
HA HA HA
SHIQUAN says:
ahh
SHIQUAN says:
quick
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
why not!
SHIQUAN says:
i give u honour
SHIQUAN says:
i playing psp game. cnt change!!
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
-___-
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
i thought you starting a band
SHIQUAN says:
AHAHAH
SHIQUAN says:
bagpipe band. come on. quick
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
erm erm erm
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
tinkerbells and me
SHIQUAN says:
ok
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
yay! you go bitch
SHIQUAN says:
i shall name it tinkerbells
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
ha ha ha. good enough
anyway,
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
i thought you starting a band
SHIQUAN says:
AHAHAH
SHIQUAN says:
bagpipe band. come on. quick
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
erm erm erm
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
tinkerbells and me
SHIQUAN says:
ok
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
yay! you go bitch
SHIQUAN says:
i shall name it tinkerbells
Je m'appelle Nurul. says:
ha ha ha. good enough
anyway,
i'm sorry Bach i'm not the exact type of girlfriend
that everyone wants or would like to have
i'm sorry about everything i said and done to you on saturday
you know i didn't mean to and even though
you forgot all about it already,
i still feel guilty.
i'm sorry and i love you, still.
oh i got a funny story. we were at Kinokuniya when this Bacin Bach,
thought he saw his friend
he tap 'his friend' who was stacking books there
unknowing to him that she was just another salesgirl there
and he was like
"oh sorry! i thought you were my friend!"
ha ha ha and of course, i burst out laughing and everyone was looking at us.
sorry ah i have thing where i cannot control my laughter one.
♥
art was a disaster ah and i don't wanna talk about it
anyway,only two more days and things will be as normal
i mean normal as in normal school days.
i'm really considering joining this blog of mine with Lv
maybe for the time being
its like we wanna delete but we don't want to.
so yeah, ha ha!
she just turned 17 by the way
;)
went to do art with hajar bitch on friday night
i mean at four plus in the morning
ha ha i saw her online and i was like eh lets do art!
and before we knew it, it was like 9 in the morning already.
we did at mac in northpoint and i didn't bring my wallet
-____________-
till then lovelies
Friday, May 15, 2009 ♥
i don't need people telling what to fucking do.
♥
been a long week eh?
i know. i'm tired.
only a few papers left
but there's still chemistry to go
and i think i screwed my literature paper
big time
i don't know what's gonna happen if that was my o levels
i still have not completed my art and
mr amin is going to kill me
i'll be back soon
xoxo
Sunday, May 10, 2009 ♥
picture random
isn't he cute?
that's Shiquan.
anyway, please leave your name if you text me
anyway, please leave your name if you text me
because i'm using my spare phone
thank you!
♥
i skipped school to finish my art with this pakcik
i swear i can't wait for everything to be over
i'm gonna work (i hope) and enjoy like nobody's business
i can hear Bali calling me
ha ha ha!
better start saving right?
but for now its nothing but maths and art and maths again
i feel like getting acrylic nails during the June holidays
oh! guess who i saw at MPH booksale at expo just now?
;)
anyway, i can't wait to know my results for mid year.
and i need to tone down my thighs for real!
Thursday, May 7, 2009 ♥
i dropped my phone in the toilet bowl this morning
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
thank god shah repaired it for me
saved my ass big time
i wonder if there's any waterproof phone
anyway, goodluck for the first paper tomorrow!
love,
nurul.
the girl who dropped her phone in the toilet bowl
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
Sunday, May 3, 2009 ♥
bach's currently flirting with mum through facebook chat
anyway, i had a fun time just now
cause mum spent a hundred over just on diva
just me mum and sis
and mum got me a pretty necklace
how wish monday never came
i so need coffee tomorrow morning
i hope i did all my homeworks already
and damn there's art tomorrow
have a great week ahead people
:) nurul.
Saturday, May 2, 2009 ♥
hajar's favourite: kangkong belachan.
ha ha! i swear we ate like pigs. we were doing our art but ben got hungry. so was i. "somebody" was like "i don't feel like eating ah." ha ha but when the food came it was like ha! take that! please ah hajar and ben, stop fighting! like my grandparents sia. forever quarrelling. ha ha. and it was a lot of food. really. had a hard time breathing and burping after that. very buruk ah i know, but we ordered so much already no choice but to finish it all up right? right.
and dear hajar, you are not dropping art no matter what. i swear i'll kill you if you do so. :)
love you bitch.
ha ha! i swear we ate like pigs. we were doing our art but ben got hungry. so was i. "somebody" was like "i don't feel like eating ah." ha ha but when the food came it was like ha! take that! please ah hajar and ben, stop fighting! like my grandparents sia. forever quarrelling. ha ha. and it was a lot of food. really. had a hard time breathing and burping after that. very buruk ah i know, but we ordered so much already no choice but to finish it all up right? right.
and dear hajar, you are not dropping art no matter what. i swear i'll kill you if you do so. :)
love you bitch.
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